Hey Girls, Trudi Here :]
I hope everything is great for everyone, whether your away at school, here at home, or off doing something else fantastic. I have been thinking about all of you and am so happy that we now have this great new communication device. And Amy, Facebook is not all its cracked up to be. Keep on being stubborn.
So, on to my life. Honestly, The last month or so was not the filled with too many changes for me. May-August though, that was intense. I moved into an apartment with a friend in May. It was such an adjustment to have so many new responsibilities. It took alot of getting use to. I am not someone who really likes to cook, and I never did at home, so one of the worst things to adjust to was Avoiding Starvation. In July , my friend and I decided that we were not able to be roommates. It just didn't work. We are great friends, but cant live together. So I moved out into an apartment entirely mine. I didnt happen to move very far, Just across the hall. This took even more getting use to. The bills just seemed to stack up. Rent, Electric, Phone, Insurance, Gas, Food. Luckily I am so very blessed with a wonderful full time job that takes care of all of my needs. It also happens to be just outside my door ( My apartment is above Raphaels).
The decision for me to not do any schooling was so hard for me this year. I have always wanted to go off and go to school, but when the time finally came, I could not make up my mind. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do for school. I have not an inkling of what I want to do for the rest of my life. Some may argue that I should be at a school in a new place to find that out. But I feel that being at home in Bemidji is the best thing for me. Its not as if I am just lounging around doing nothing. I work, and I take care of myself, and I spend my free time exploring my options. It is so exciting, yet scary at the same time, to have so much freedom and to not have a clue. I am just waiting for God to show me something that is right for me. Im waiting patiently.
Patience Patience Patience. Im having a great time doing it. Whatever it is.
So thats what Im doing this year. Working, becoming a responsible adult, learning and Exploring.
There are a few other thing that have come up that have really taught me some patience. on August 27, I woke up at 5 am. I could feel this terrible cold sore coming on. I searched high and low for some Abreeva. Nothing. And if I get a cold sore, they get bad. So I got some shoes and a coat, and I headed to Walmart.I picked up my coldsore medicine and a hot pink George Foreman Grill, and was headed home. As soon as I pulled out of the intersection a car flew at me and hit my passenger side ( I was going straight onto Middle School Drive and they were going east passed the Ground Round)
That was the most incredible thing I think I have ever experienced. I saw that car coming at me out of the corner of my eye. There was nothing I could do. I was going maybe 10 mph. They were at about 40. Im not sure if I screamed. But I remember being so scared. I thought I was going to die right there. When my car finally came to a stop, I was in total shock. I sat in my car a minute or so taking in what had just happened. If any of you have been in accidents, you know they happen very fast. I was completely freaked out, to say the least. My airbag had deployed, my glasses had flown across the car, My coldsore medicine was lost, but I was Okay. I opened my door and stepped out, smelled the fresh scent of radiator coolant in the morning, and looked around. I was so lucky. God rescued me there. It was such an incredible feeling to know that.Then I dealt with the officers and my parents, and sent my beloved escort away with the tow company (After digging out my Pink Lean Mean Fat Grilling Machine and my cold sore meds). But I was okay. I went home and I cried. ALOT. At this point I was more worried about getting a car than anything. And I really loved my Escort. It was my baby. I still have possesion of it, Its parked in the back yard, Fixable, But for a very high cost. So I have purchsed my sisters really undesirable Buick LeSebre. I will have the car license and everything next week, and am so lucky to of had that available to me. I didnt have much set aside for that sort of thing, and She sold me the car for $400. Shes a great sister. I was taught alot of patience in that, having to just calm down for a few days was so hard for me. I wanted a car figured out right away. God was so wonderful to me through the whole ordeal. Im still here, and thats what matters.
I should really stop now, you are all probably going blind from staring at the screen so long.
But I just want to mention one more thing. As a few of you may know, I am going to be a first time Aunt this year. My sister Ashley is due on November 5th. Plus My Sister Brenda is due January 25. I am so very excited! My sister Ashley is not finding out what she is having, So it will be one great surprise for everyone! But Brenda gave me a call yesterday to tell me she is having a girl! Im so excited! Little girls are so fun to shop for =] I just thought I would share all that great news with you guys!
I cant wait to hear more from you!
God Bless!
<3 Trudi